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That....IS....IT...

I've had it. I'm always having to step to the plate to fix others' wrong doings. I'm sick and tired of it, and I won't have it anymore.

I've always been the one to keep my mouth shut, and let things slide underneath the table. I feel like all of those years of letting things slide has made me some of who I am today. Something I am not proud of. I AM the victim. There is no reason I should have to sacrifice for those around me. There is no reason, why I should have to grin and bear the same lie for 15 years. Screw that noise. The everyday treatment, the everyday cover ups. The bad jokes, the constant "advice". All of these things are unnecessary.

I was friends with a guy in high school once. It was Friday afternoon in the summer time; probably the last week of the semester. I was telling my friend what all I had planned for the weekend/summer. He then made one of the most (now) profound statements. "I hate going home. I don't want to go home." I looked at him in dis-believe. I was quite shocked that anyone could be unhappy at home. Who was I fooling? I was in the same boat. I just chose to ignore it.
I feel like the last two years have been nothing but salt to an already boiling pot. I think it's time to take the pot off the burner, and dump the water out.

I'm telling myself...As of tomm. 2/15/09, i'm cutting the cord. I'm not biting my tounge. I'm not making it more convient for you. This is NOT what family is about.

What about the times when I had to make due on my own? Now that YOU need a hand, I have to go out of my way? No...no...NO! I won't do that anymore. If living somewhere else is what I have to do....than so be it.....

"Laaaa, Laaaa, La, la.....Wait till I get my money right." --K. West

Done.

**The title to this post is an ASP statement that stops all processes after it from occurring no matter what. It is used in both test environments, and to stop something from executing continually (a la loop).